Ugh, I have to admit. I still am not ready to forget everything. I tried so hard, I really did. Unlucky enough, now, I still find myself caring about him and going crazy over his smiles.
I don't know til when will I be like this. And one thing is for sure, I won't get myself committed again without totally getting him out of my system. For now, I do not really care how many years could be put into waste waiting for him or at least for the feelings to just vanish. I think I just have to wait for the perfect moment for us, if ever there is..for surely, this isn't ours yet.
Hayy, let's face it. When you fall deeply, you just can't stop. You just can't let go and move on.
How I wish everyone could feel for me. I really wish they do understand. Or I think, it will be better to stop chasing for people who really cares and could actually comprehend but instead just do whatever it is that I think is right and yes, just go!
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