Let's call it a day ;)

I was so shocked and speechless when I heard about the sudden death of one of my favorite professors this morning. She was one of the youngest, prettiest and coolest profs in AB. I will never forget how she amazingly leaves smiles on our faces during our classes through her punchlines and crazy stories. She'll surely be missed. :(

My last semester started just today yet I've got so many things to read and accomplish already :( I just want to share about how my LocGov prof had inspired me this day!:)

He talked about living life by the moment. I came to realize how essential it is to treasure what's being offered at the present. We should not fritter away our time lingering to the past or planning everything for the future. Nobody's staying with you for life. Nothing's gonna be there forever. We just have to discover how to enjoy things while they are still there, while you are still capable of perceiving them.

Well, the only thing I am sure of is that we are all given an indefinite time here on earth so let's learn to appreciate the goodness in everything and enjoy life. :)

Enough of being strong

Ugh, I have to admit. I still am not ready to forget everything. I tried so hard, I really did. Unlucky enough, now, I still find myself caring about him and going crazy over his smiles.

I don't know til when will I be like this. And one thing is for sure, I won't get myself committed again without totally getting him out of my system. For now, I do not really care how many years could be put into waste waiting for him or at least for the feelings to just vanish. I think I just have to wait for the perfect moment for us, if ever there is..for surely, this isn't ours yet.

Hayy, let's face it. When you fall deeply, you just can't stop. You just can't let go and move on.

How I wish everyone could feel for me. I really wish they do understand. Or I think, it will be better to stop chasing for people who really cares and could actually comprehend but instead just do whatever it is that I think is right and yes, just go!